please..don't!!!

today...
i was started miss you...
but...
i promise...
i don't want to think about you..
i don't want to remember that memory...
but..
now...
i really2 miss you...
but..
i can't tell you...
because...
I'm scared i don't have enough strength to stay away from you...
when you're gone...
to make the relation like before...
it's really2 difficult...
thus i decide...
i won't tell anybody..
only me..
know who i really2 want it...

p/s: sorry..i can't tell you...